I had the most fantastic time in New York. Oh my god.
My body is sore, I’m exhausted, & even though I’ve been back in PA since 3, I just got home, so I’m about to crash.
All the pictures will come tomorrow or Tuesday after I recover.
I forget the name but it’s on 45th ave? It’s near Times Square I believe.
It’s a 4 star hotel & we only paid like $130 for the night (which we split so it was dirt cheap).
We’re take a bus & leaving early Saturday morning & coming home late Sunday night.
I’m so fucking excited. The past few weeks have been hell on the both of us. Like complete fucking hell. This is the first time in probably 2 months that well be spending time alone together & not have to worry about coming home on time or answering to anyone or worrying about getting enough sleep for work the next day.
We’re going to eat pizza & go to Central Park & wear cute dresses & be so happy. I’m so excited.
My best friend & I are planning a trip in a few weeks & I want to know what the actual best places are to go.
Especially for food & non-skeevy nightlife.
I’ve only been to New York once & it was on a school field trip so I didn’t really get to experience it they way I want to.
I’ve been trying to look up good restaurants & attractions but other than the typical places you always hear about, I don’t know what to trust or where to go.
So please tell me where to go/what to do! Even if it’s just a place to see. I need help!
I had the best & the worst weekend all in one.
I don’t know how I feel about it.
If I didn’t send you one then I really hope you guys have a good day. With or without a date.
Because there’s no reason to feel like crap today. ❤️
Probably going to be sending a lot of you messages today, too.
Please love me 😘
Finally done making cake balls.
Still need to make everyone’s cards.
I’m the best valentine ever.
Okay so I just saw a tampon commercial & the selling point was “a re sealable wrapper for discreet disposal”
Um. Who is still in denial about girls having a period? Like who is honestly bothered about hearing a girl rip a wrapper & throw it away in the stall beer to them? & what family member or friend is bothered by seeing a wrapped up tampon in your trash can. In your house?
& why are we supposed be afraid of people knowing in the first place?
What is actually wrong with you people that you can’t accept that girls have periods?
I will never understand why doctor who fans love Rose so much.
She’s the worst.
First day if school went well.
Already had a quiz. Already have a ton of homework.
But u also got friendship bread so that’s a plus. & I get to sleep in. I win.
I had the most fantastic weekend. I spent it with 4 people that actually give a shit about me. I didn’t have to beg or bribe anyone to so things with me. I didn’t have to drive people around & buy them things. I finally got to relax & have a good time.
But today when I got home I got the shittiest news that my nana is dying. It sucks & I honestly don’t know how to deal with it so now I’m just a big ball of emotions that I don’t know how to handle.
But on the bright side I finished my homework for school which I start tomorrow & I’m going back out with my boys for a pick me up in a little while.
I figure things can only get better from here, right?
For the first time since I was 17.
I am so excited to out of that awful place.
Also my favorite co worker bought be Girl Scout cookies. & I’m getting Taco Bell. What a good day.
2 years & 3 months later I am finally getting out of that dreadful place.
I’m going to go to Antonelli Medical Professional Institute for my CNA license. I start in 3 weeks.
Let me tell you something about my motivation for school.
In high school I was an honor student. As & Bs on every test, every report card, always. I got a C in a class once & only because it was an honors class that I hated.
I was the “bitch that never had to study”. Ever. Not even once. But I paid attention in class & was very good at retaining information. But right after the test I forgot practically everything.
I graduated with high honors & a bunch of those weird awards for “presidential award of achievement” & what not. But I never applied to college. I never even thought about it. I didn’t apply for grants or scholarships or even visit other schools. I had 0 passion or interests that made me want to go. I hates the idea of it & there was no major that I was in love with to make me want to go.
After I graduated I started working full time in a factory, & I’ve been there for 2 years now & I’m beginning to really hate my job. I’m underpaid, under appreciated, & overall unhappy there.
I decided to get my CNA(certified nursing assistant) for a few reasons
1) it’s quick. 4 weeks & done. Nothing more.
2) it’s simple. As in easy to learn (not that it’s always easy work. No papers to right or mid terms or any of that bullshit.
3) it was cheap. About $1200 after everything.
4) my mom was a CNA so I know what I’m in for.
5) it’s better pay then I have now.
6) taking care of people is the one thing I’m actually good at.
& I’m not going to lie, my family’s bitching pushed me too.
I was super nervous & unsure of myself at first (& still kind of am) but I’m finally getting excited.
I graduated 2 years ago, & just now decided to go. So if you’re still in high school or have no idea what you want yet, don’t worry about it. Seriously my whole high school career I had my teachers, guidance consolers , family, ect, shoving down my throat that I had to choose my life long career & school by the time I was 17. I say fuck that.
You decide when you’re ready. That’s. That.
Also, if you never go to school, there’s not a damn thing wrong with that. Do what works for you, end of story.